Well… I’m back after months of neglecting not only this blog but also myself. I say that in the funniest way possible because I love adding tasks to my already busy life, and that’s exactly what pushed me away from this blog in the first place.

Welcome to day 1 of 30. The brain dump post. Good luck below. I truly have no idea where this is going.

My New Year’s resolution was to repaint my entire 2,000-square-foot house. Every room. Including things I literally painted a year ago but apparently decided needed a facelift. And by repaint, I mean some walls in this house have now been painted two… maybe three times at this point. I wish I were exaggerating, but I’m not. At this rate my walls probably have the thickness of a small cake layer from all the paint.

Do I regret this decision? Currently… yes.

I actually do enjoy it because I’m home a lot, so it’s nice to have a project to work on. But at the same time, I basically added a massive project to my to-do list, and right now I’m kind of beyond over it. I wish I could just wave a magic wand and have it all finished so I can move on to the fun part which is shopping and decorating the house.

Anyway.

I decided it might be a good idea to actually give myself a little love and start doing something fun again… like writing in this blog. And not just writing in it occasionally, but actually doing it every day so it can feel a little like therapy. So my goal is to just brain dump anything and everything here. Even if I post something as random as a grocery list, I’ll be happy knowing I showed up and wrote something. Because we all know how easily days slip by and suddenly weeks have passed. I really do want a space where I can just express myself more. And honestly, I think this might also help me with something else I’ve been wanting to do, which is writing my own little smut book.

So this is day one of my attempt to become someone who actually follows through on things.